Would really like to just vent to a complete stranger at the moment. My mind i full and its feels over run by thoughts that i cant handle. I want them out! I want them all out! 

this was to personal for facebook. plus nobody knows me on here. Im sick and its scary, i have been freaking out alone for a while now but its becoming to much for me to handle. i keep finding myself going to a room and crying really quick to get it out of my mind. it usually works, but now i feel like i can make it to the privacy of a room to hide. i dont want to feel like this anymore. and it really suck. but ill see how i pull through this time.